After minutes, hours, days, months and tears my friend Ika Verlita managed to stand on her both feet. Well done for her, I dunno how long she can manage that way. But I pray for her ... I know when we lost someone we love and someone that used to be there all the time its not easy to erase.
Now only matter of regret and regret. When we regret things, that wont solve your problems instead will add more problems. Well that is easy to say it, but its like doing math when you just wake up.
I dont know what I write here, but I'm trying to ease my pain. Well I dont know what I'm doing right now, I just wait for someone take my soul and all my pains. ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!