Regret Comes Last, Regret Only Hurts

After minutes, hours, days, months and tears my friend Ika Verlita managed to stand on her both feet. Well done for her, I dunno how long she can manage that way. But I pray for her ... I know when we lost someone we love and someone that used to be there all the time its not easy to erase.

Now only matter of regret and regret. When we regret things, that wont solve your problems instead will add more problems. Well that is easy to say it, but its like doing math when you just wake up.

I dont know what I write here, but I'm trying to ease my pain. Well I dont know what I'm doing right now, I just wait for someone take my soul and all my pains. ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!

Nov ...

Do You Know How Much You Mean To Me ? Why you keep treat me like that? I made mistakes then, and I already confessed to you.

If you want to leave, just leave but dont you ever come back and ruin my life again. We both know I will accept you, eventhough you are playing on me.

But why? Why you keep bothering me? You know I love you, I never say love to someone else for more than 3 years. I said this only for you, well that its true.

I care for you and I love you.